Thursday, September 1, 2011

Day Four

I'm hungry.  I'm hungry a lot.  I'm trying to drink lots of water.  It sucks feeling hungry.  I wonder how long it will take to not feel so hungry all the time?  On a positive note--I did not eat ice cream once again last night.  I was very, very tempted. 

I also withheld the urge to help "clean" my kids plates when they were done.  I've noticed I have a terrible time with "wasted" food.  I have to remember that overeating is not a solution to food waste.  Smaller servings might be what is needed here.  I think maybe I serve my kids too much food.  I wish I could eat like they do though--just enough to feel full.  Unfortunately, I don't recognize "full" in time. 

I'm going to be really careful about pushing them to eat when they are not hungry.  It is hard finding a balance though.  Last night my daughter did not want to eat her dinner and only ate a couple of bites.  We told her she would not get anything later (as in the past when she would use food as a ploy to stay up later--and not have to eat what I served).  She was fine at the time--but of course later wanted to eat a banana or graham crackers--ha!  I feel like such a mean mama, but I stuck to it and told her next time she needed to eat her dinner with us.  I feel like if I cave in--it will kick up the I'm-hungry-when-its-bed-time cycle again. 

Balance. 

Okay--writing this post is making me feel even hungrier.  So I am going to go do something constructive and distracting--like laundry, bleh.

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